Temptation Is A Cunt.

I've come to a conclusion that everything happens for a reason. Life, love, happiness, all of that serves a purpose in every one. There's a certain story on how your life was made, there's a story when you first fell in love and then the story that makes you happy just by thinking about it. We all have soul purposes in life. Some more then others. But then there's always temptation coming in to fuck things up. Whether if it's risking your life on drugs and people you're surrounded by, risking your love on sluts and whores, and risking your happiness on something that'll only make you happy temporarily. Temptation, you're a fucking cunt.

TEMPTATION IS A CUNT

There was this specific time of when temptation came over and slapped me in the face. It was my 8th grade year (second 8th grade year) and I was in a serious relationship with Brittany Verlardo. She was beautiful man. And why she fell in love with a guy like me? I don't know. I always asked her that and she would say something like..

"because you're amazing."

This was perfect. Never have I ever been in a relationship with so much love. So much passion of when we talked and when we were with each other. But this all changed at the 8th grade dance after party.

THE 8TH GRADE DANCE: AFTER PARTY

Now the 8th grade dance was great. I had the time of my life with some of the most greatest people I've ever came in contact with. But it all got a little confusing once the after party started happening and well....Brittany didn't go.

Right when we got there, half naked girls were running around everywhere. Allison and Danika were making out, Ricardo got to suck on a girl's boob, and I got really drunk with my two buddies Lelen and Aldo. 

ALDO: This is fun, man.

ME: I don't remember having this much fun at the first one.

ALDO: Don't ruin the moment with your mumbo-jumbo.

LELEN: Well we're finally done with Canarelli.

ME: That's right. Let's do something stupid.
LELEN: Alright, but we're all dating people let's not go too crazy now.

I went too crazy. Well you see Niko and Allison were dating, and because of all the avalible pussy running around, well Niko decided to get out of the relationship. And who was there to pick up the tears? Me. But there was one problem, Allison didn't care about Niko dumping her. You want to know how I knew? Less then five minutes talking with her and her tounge is down my throat and my fingers were in her...well no-no square. Or I sucked her tits, I don't remember which one it was. I ended up dating Brittany for another two weeks or so until I couldn't take it anymore. I never told her why I broke up with her, I think I just said the usual 'it's not you, it's me' speech, but she's not an idiot. I'm an asshole though. I never told her face-to-face, I never admitted to the temptation of that night. I just kept it in. I treated her like she was an idiot. Just some thing.

But there's one thing you should all know if forty-year old me came at me and said 'you're going to marry this girl, don't do anything to fuck it up!' I would've probably still went to that after party. But what I would've done differently is actually give Brittany the truth because she didn't deserve that. She deserved more, much more. She needs a dude who really can fight temptation. And has a big penis. She deserves that.